The Last Night
MADELINE SHARPLES
How could I have known
it would be the last night?
A night like all the others:
the low creaking groan
of the garage door,
tires screeching to maneuver
into the narrow place,
the roar of the engine before silence.
Then, slamming the door,
my son, sweeps down the long hall,
calling out hello in his deep friendly voice.
I startle as I hear his heavy strides
pass my door,
and I call out to him.
Returning, he enters my room—
standing, staring, looking more calm
than I’ve ever seen him.
His blue eyes like sapphires
fringed with thick dark lashes
never leave mine while we speak.
My lips kiss his cheek
cool as alabaster. I marvel at his smile—lips
barely turned up not showing his teeth.
He looks like the angel he will soon become.
He has already found peace.
• • •
bipolar,
children,
death,
mental illness,
mother,
suicide in
Poetry,
Spring Summer 2009 

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